?

Log in

Jame's Journal
 
[Most Recent Entries] [Calendar View] [Friends]

Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Jame's LiveJournal:

[ << Previous 20 ]
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
6:03 am
im bored
TIME STARTED: 12:08am

FULL NAME: Jamie Anne Carpenter
NICKNAME(S): James, Jame, Miss James, Jamison
BIRTHDAY: November 7th, 1985
WHERE U WERE BORN: Morristown
ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio
HEIGHT: 5'6"
WEIGHT: yeah right
HAIR COLOR: Brown
EYE COLOR: changes, green/brown
SHOE SIZE: 10
RING SIZE: I have no idea
SKIN TYPE (FRECKLES TAN ALBINO ETC): freckles, really fair. i dont tan
BLOOD TYPE: no clue
GRADE: College sophomore
GPA: 3.0?
SIBLINGS: 2
TATTOOS: one: flowers on my back
PIERCINGS: one per ear
HOBBIES: sports, music, hanging with my friends, gym

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FAVORITES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

COLOR: pink/green/blue/orange, well like all colors
FOOD: tomatos
CANDY: reeses pieces and cups, milk duds, milky way
CHEESE: jack
PIZZA TOPPING: pineapple
SALAD DRESSING: Light Ranch
SANDWICH: eggplant, roasted red peppers and balsamic on a hard roll. or fully loaded cheesesteak
CEREAL: miniwheats, frosted flakes, honey nut and apple cinnamin cheerios
FRUIT: strawberries, pineapple
VEGETABLE: peppers, eggplant, tomato (totally a veg)
BERRY: strawberry
CAKE: dont like cake, all about the pie
BOOK: the Bible
MOVIE: goonies, good will hunting, empire records
MAGAZINE: n/a
NEWSPAPER: ledger
TV SHOW: scrubs, greys anatomy, fresh prince, family guy
WEBSITE: facebook
RADIO STATION: 106.3
FONT: um whatever
CARTOON CHARACTER: gus from cinderella
ARTIST(PAINTER): whatever
ACTOR: luke wilson
ACTRESS: meg ryan, charlize theron, kate hudson
CD: jack johnson
SONG: too many
MUSIC GROUP: dispatch
MUSIC TYPE: too many
DAY OF THE WEEK: Friday
MONTH: any but feb/march
SEASON: all
HOLIDAY: July 4th, memorial day
SHAMPOO: garnier fructise
CONDITIONER: same
NUMBER: 7, 8
PHRASE: "...like it's my job"
STORE: pac sun
WEATHER: really really hot but a nice breeze so it's not uncomfortable while you're lying down tanning
RESTAURANT: arthur's
CHANNEL: abc family
TEACHER: mrs. gordon, sra. lorent
WEEKEND ACTIVITY: hiking, going to the movies, watching football with good people and food
HANGOUT: palace
SPORT TO WATCH: football
SPORT TO PLAY: rowing, volleyball
ANIMAL: dove
FLOWER: like all of them
GUYS NAME: so many
GIRLS NAME: ditto
BOARD GAME: clue
PARTY GAME: Taboo or Apples to Apples
BODY PART: eyes, chin, arms, butt, abs, calves, smile
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAVE U EVER?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BEEN ON A TRAIN: Yep
BEEN ON A PLANE: Yep
BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: Yep
CAUSED A CAR ACCIDENT: not with another car
RAN INTO A WALL: especially while skating (cant stop)
BURNED A POTATO CHIP: yeah
ALMOST BURNED THE HOUSE DOWN: i stopped it before it got that far
BROKEN THE LAW: hahaha
BURNED A CD: yeppers
KISSED SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Yep
KISSED SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: not other than on the cheek
FRENCHED AN ANIMAL: ew, no
MADE-OUT: Yeah
HAD CYBERSEX: no
GOTTEN ENGAGED: unofficially, and nothing serious. a few proposals which actually i forgot about...
HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: Nope
BEEN REJECTED BY A CRUSH: im sure i have
LOVED: Yeah
MADE YOURSELF CRY TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE: sure
CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes
CRIED OVER A MOVIE: oh yeah
FALLEN ASLEEP IN A MOVIE THEATER: no
GIVEN SOMEONE A BATH: no
BEEN TO A BOARDING SCHOOL: no
BEEN HOMESCHOOLED: No
LOST A VALUABLE ITEM: Yep
BUNGEE JUMPED: i did that bungee swing thing
SKIED: holler
MET THE PRESIDENT: Nope
MET A CELEBRITY: met, yeah
GOTTEN A CAVITY: like one or two
SHOPPED AT ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH: for other people
MADE A PRANK CALL: yeah
SKIPPED SCHOOL: like all of senior year
FAKED SICK TO GET OUT OF SCHOOL: totally ferris bueller'd it
PURCHASED SOMETHING THAT U KNEW DIDNT FIT: haha yeah
CLIMBED A TREE: all the time
FALLEN FROM A TREE: broke my ribs one time
BROKEN A BONE: well, yes. a few
SPRAINED ANYTHING: um no
PASSED OUT: nope
MADE YOURSELF PASS OUT: nope
BEEN TO DISNEY WORLD: in 2nd grade
BEEN TO A THEME PARK: great adventure is awesome
SAID I LOVE YOU AND MEANT IT(NOT TO A RELATIVE): yeah
MADE A WORKING MODEL VOLCANO: sure
MADE A CLOVER LEAF WITH YOUR TONGUE: haha nope

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~PAST~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHAT DID YOU DO YESTERDAY?: ran, showered, helped sean with math hw for like an hour, did the dishes, went out to eat with the fam for sean's birthday and other miscellanious birthday stuff
MEMORY YOU MISS THE MOST? carefree summer
MEMORY YOU WONT FORGET? my first love
SOMETHING YOU REGRETTED AFTER IT WAS DONE? something in 3rd grade
THE LAST SONG YOU HEARD? fallout boy - dance dance
CD YOU BOUGHT? no idea
THING YOU SAID? something talking to my cat (wow i sound crazy)
TIME YOU CRIED? i dunno
MOVIE SEEN IN A THEATER? the family stone
THING YOU ATE? really amazing hot cocoa i made, carpenter style
PERSON YOU CALLED? sue
TIME YOU SHOWERED? this afternoon after running
PERSON WHO COMPLIMENTED YOU? dad

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AT THIS MOMENT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO: commercials
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING: jeans and a tee from pac sun, underwear from victoria's secret (all mad cute by the way)
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING: plans for tomorrow/today
WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF MOST: suffocation
HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST: 98?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FUTURE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

OCCUPATION: sports trainor/physical therapist/broadcaster
MARRIAGE SITE: hopefully married
HONEYMOON: Anywhere. maybe fiji
PLACE TO LIVE: no idea. near water is a must
KIDS: hopefully a few
CAR: i love my subaru
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW: running a lot of errands
WILL THERE BE A WWIII: hopefully not
WILL POLITICS EVER BE TRUTHFUL: Nope
WILL HUMANITY SNUFF ITSELF OUT: that's not how it's said to end exactly
CAN THE GOVERNMENT BE CHANGED: with enough trust and honesty, sure

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FRIENDS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BEST FRIEND: haha a lot, bukie or coulter or any crew girl
FUNNIEST: they're all hilarious. gitti has great stories, nik has awesome sarcastic humor
SILLIEST: mel
LOUDEST: sue. she always is yelling without realizing it
QUIETEST: bukie at times
CRAZIEST: can be buk! or patty
CALMEST: chris
SKINNIEST: alex
BEST SECRET KEEPER: i trust a lot of them
WORST SECRET KEEPER: if i specifically were to say "dont repeat" i dont think they'd talk
THE ONE U HAVE BUT DONT WANT: a few
SMARTEST: gitti, nicole
PREPPIEST: amanda
PEPPIEST: tex, molly
MOST HYPER: amanda
HOTTEST: andrew
WEIRDEST: amy
BIGGEST PERVERT: i know there's some
MOST ANNOYING: steph
MOST RELIGIOUS: Bethany, Jenna, Jodi, etc

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DO YOU BELIEVE IN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HEAVEN: yes
HELL: yes
ANGELS: yes
DEVIL: yes
GOD: YES
BUDDHA: no
ALIENS: open to the idea
GHOSTS: ditto
SPIRIT(SOUL): yes
SOULMATES: hoping
REINCARNATION: no
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: yes
KARMA: for lack of a better word, yes
LOVE IN GENERAL: Yes
LUCK: at times
YOURSELF: yes
THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON: yes

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~CRUSH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHO AND WHEN WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH: a boy in preschool
ANY NOW: yeah
A CELEBRITY CRUSH: luke wilson!
WHO DO YOU WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW: ...
WHOS NUMBER DO YOU WANT: this one guy who looks like chris odonnell that i've run into a lot at school but never talked to
WHO DO YOU WANT TO KISS: a few people
WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: why they cant be more forward
IF YOU COULD GO ON A DATE WITH ANYBODY WHO WOULD IT BE: i dunno
ON A SCALE OF 1 TO 10, HOW ROMANTIC ARE YOU? 7-8ish i guess
FIRST THING NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: vibe, what they send off overall. and im a pretty good judge of character
WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR PERSONALITY-WISE: honesty, caring, showing you're a good person, but i dunno how to explain that right
BIGGEST TURN-ON: fakers/people who try too hard
SOMETHING THEY WEAR THAT TURNS YOU ON: good cologne
WHAT DO YOU WEAR ON A COFFEE DATE: something cute but not overly done
IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU ARE TAKEN: no, but i understand it happens
IS CYBER CHEATING: dont do cyber
ARE EYES THE PASSAGE WAY TO THE SOUL: at times
WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO TAKE TO THE PROM: i love patrick! such a good friend
DO YOU WANT TO HUG SOMEBODY RIGHT NOW: always up for a good hug
DO YOU KNOW WHAT AN APHRODISIAC IS: yeah

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ONE OR THE OTHER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
COKE/PEPSI: Coke, not no soda really
SPRITE/7UP: 7up
BOXERS/BRIEFS: Boxers
GOLD/SILVER: depends on the outfit
VANILLA/CHOCOLATE: vanilla
FLOWERS/CANDY: flowers
BOOK/MAGAZINE: Book
TV/RADIO: radio
HALF FULL/HALF EMPTY: Half full
DEMOCRAT/REPUBLICAN: republican
COLORED PENCILS/MARKERS: pencils
COFFEE/TEA: Tea
SUN/MOON: both
DAY/NIGHT: both
HOT/COLD: hot
DOG/CAT: both
BUTTON/ZIPPER: Zipper
COTTON/FEATHER PILLOW: i dunno
BLUE/PURPLE: Blue
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP/NONE: either is hard
MECHANICAL/REGULAR PENCIL: regular
THAT 70S SHOW/THE SIMPSONS: 70s Show
ROMANTIC COMEDY/THRILLER: Romantic Comedy
NSYNC/BSB: I was a total bsb fan in 7th grade. like real hardcore
PEANUT BUTTER/JELLY: depends on with what
WAFFLES/PANCAKES: fruit pancakes
FLORIDA/CALIFORNIA: never been to cali, but i dont like tampa
PIZZA/BURGERS: both
HAT/VISOR: both, mood/outfit/hair depending
FOOTBALL/RUGBY: Football
ICE SKATING/ROLLERBLADING: Ice Skating
MOVIE AT HOME/IN THEATER: Home

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MISCELLANOUES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WHAT COLOR IS YOUR JACKET: blue fleece
DO YOU SHAVE: my legs/etc
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR RAZOR: light blue
WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED: twin
WHAT COLOR CRAYON WOULD YOU BE: Sky Blue or jungle green
WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER: 7082
FEELINGS ON ABORTION: pro-life
HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE YOU TO SHOWER: depends on how tired i am and what im doing
WHAT DOES YOUR SCREENNAME MEAN: missjames is what my grandpa used to call me, and i threw in my middle name to avoid using numbers
IS THE WORLD SCREWED: it can be saved
WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT: friends, music
WHAT TIME DID YOU FALL ASLEEP LAST NIGHT: late
CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT A MICROWAVE: it'd take some adjusting, but sure. i use the oven a lot anyway
DO YOU WANT TO DROP OUT OF SCHOOL: half the time, since 8th grade
WHY IS THE SKY BLUE: that's how God made it
WHAT DO YOU ALWAYS THINK ABOUT: sex
HOW DO YOU REACT TO CHANGE: i adapt easily, except to technology, but i realized i have a problem of always acting like im cool with things so its less awkward and then silently (sometimes subconsciously) being upset
DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF: all the time
CAN YOU AFFORD TO LOSE WEIGHT: holler
WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR: darker since it's mad light still from summer, but maybe a red tint?
BEST THING ANYONE HAS TOLD YOU: something lindsay told me that kinda changed my life, HIC teaching me about Jesus, or Eagle giving me a revelation that i didnt understand at the time but now i know
WHAT IS YOUR REACTION TO SOMEONE TELLING YOU YOU'RE HOT: a lot of blushing
IF YOU WROTE A BOOK WHAT WOULD IT BE ABOUT: my jumbled thoughts on life
WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE YOUR NAME TO: i like my name
LONGEST CRUSH LASTED HOW LONG: probably a few years

TIME FINISHED: 12:56am
Thursday, December 1st, 2005
6:45 pm
well i thought it was cool
PUT AN X IN WHAT YOU'VE DONE

(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car

(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight

(x) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die

( ) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar or want to make it a future goal

(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been moshing at a concert

(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up.

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

(x) used a fake ID
(x)watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat

(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident

(x) had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night because you were high
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country (assuming Montana counts)
(X) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach

(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
( ) fucked in a park
( ) fucked in the bathoom
(x) had a dream that you married someone or an animal
( ) glued your hand to something

( ) got your toungue stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top

( ) had sex at a church.
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

( ) didnt take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house (we stole one)
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone (but do it anyway)

(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch

(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dipping
( ) been kicked out of your house

Current Mood: really good
Friday, October 21st, 2005
2:11 pm
i havent written in a while so here's something.

*i quit crew. im planning on playing intramural soccer with bukie. im never played soccer ever and expect to suck, but im pumped about it.
*i have the most amazing friends in the world and i love you guys so much, thanks for being there for me.
*im gonna major in exercise science/sports studies, and minor in bio.
*im being a pirate for halloween
*kuz is trying to get me to join this improv comedy group she joined after she quit crew, and im gonna start to go, but i'll probably be majorly awful at it, but here goes nothin.
*im starting discipleship with my church group, which i kinda have mixed feelings about, im ashamed to say.
*i saw foo fighters and weezer with nik last week, and weezer was incredible but the foo, i hate to say, could've been a lot better. fun night overall.

last year i was all like "i have one last year as a teenager, i need to do a bunch of stupid teenage shit before im 20" (i didnt do anything before 18, so hey i modified it). time's almost up, but i have no idea what to do. and i want to do something. any ideas?

i think that's all the updates ive got. everything else is pretty same old, i guess. the good and the bad. not that there's a lot of bad at all, i dont want anyone thinkin im like some depressed emo kid.
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
7:30 pm
dedicated to terrance
terrance said i haven't updated lately when i ran into him at the white trash lollapolooza saturday, so here ya go hon. been working, and yup that's it. hanging out with people too. yup. sean came home last night. the shore was fun, i just got another jack johnson cd and im listening to him nonstop. work's good, one swim lesson sucks, one's fine, and the last is amazing. today at work me and case played with little nicky, who is the cutest little boy in the world and im crazy about him. only now casey loves him too and she's gonna try to be his favorite instead of me, damnit. soo....that's my update. sorry it's not too exciting. im not much for remembering and writing.
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
7:15 pm
un mas....un mas
i dont think i want an lj anymore. dont really use it. and the majority of the people on it i dont talk to anyway, so why bother reading about each others lives frequently

went hiking today at high point, freaking ridiculous time. found some cool places to explore, nice sights. i love hiking, and we had such a fun time. summer's awesome. last night went to north brunswick to see one of my absolute favorite people ever patty and the always amazing eric, and we went to the festival and fireworks. and, one of the freaking most amazing festivals ever!!! we went for a ride on a monster truck and i screamed so much it was awesome. been hanging with crew girls partying and all once a week or so, so that is making my summer incredible. hung with random school kids down the shore and parties just a little, hopefully more to come. of course seeing town kids and all, some of which i still love, haha. work's decent so far, but it should be a good summer at the lake. and starting tomorrow im working out more, ive slacked so much its gross. but no more driving down to new brunswick to see the trainer, just fdu for me and running around town with some other kids. so...there you have it.

also, totally proud of alex.
Thursday, May 26th, 2005
7:59 pm
chocolate milk machines
since when do they make yoohoo vending machines, of all different kinds of milk (half of which i haven't heard of)?!?! im very excited about this find.

so aim has kinda screwed me over, and i need a new sn. im taking suggestions now, please for the love of God, suggest a sn.

havent updated...in a while. life is good. hung with caitlin today and saw mrs. crandell, excellent times. congrats to all ccm grads. enough of this computer business, holler at me
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
8:34 pm
things are cool. last night was tons of fun with steph at dave's and i didnt get too drunk at all. we did have a good peeing story though. today i had an awesome breakfast with everyone, hung out at kuz's and we are both in love with this gorgeous guy. im actually working on that 10pager due tuesday, im about halfway done. but i took a break around 3 and went with kuz and molly to get ice cream and walk down to the boathouse for the heavyweights race, which was awesome. im glad someone won for rutgers this weekend. haha just kidding i feel really good about yesterdays race and pulled my ass off. cant wait to go to mass next weekend for the big east competition, it should be huge! anyone in/around boston should definitely come on sunday.

i love all my friends, including a best friend i talked to last night who gave me a play by play on the movie last night, haha. but i really definitely love everyone here and i dont want the semester to end, ya know? everything's been goin awesome lately. yes. dad's all happy with his job, mom's happy with everything, jess is back with landon, and sean is determined to pull up his grades 4th quarter after kinda an awful 3rd, and he knows good beer, which is just as important. and my hamsters are awesome. there is an all inclusive update on life overall.

everyone should come to rutgersfest, in like 2 weeks or so on a friday. dropkick murphys, mae, nas, and elefant man will be here, and it's free. this is me putting off the rest of my paper, but i think i'm just getting off the computer for a while. maybe the night. until next month kids.

ps-everyone dl chris cagle- chicks dig it. totally rad song, so cute

Current Mood: happy
Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
7:44 pm
so life is amazing. we got a coxswain, i love tess, she's incredible. and it's not like shitty last second turn someone into coxswain, she's won more medals coxing than rowing. that was my first good news of the week. the more important news is that dad got a job!!!! it's on a trial basis though because he really didnt want the job, but they apparently liked him a lot for it so the last meeting he had they agreed to let him try it out and see how it goes. it's one of the better paying jobs he's applied for (which still is less than he made before), and it is in millburn but moving to morristown, so hopefully it'll be alright.

in other news: i heart my 4, i hate rowing bow especially when i should be 2, it rained way too much today, crabs suck, my mom loves pets way too much, cars with canoes are sweet, my dwarf hamsters are the best roommates ever and totally cute even if templeton's a biter and tony is....well, tony. 'nuff said. and, i dislike going dry for the season and just very well may say "to hell with you, going dry for the season" tonight. i mean, tomorrow is our day off, i can sleep it off and all.

my apologies to SUE for my april fools joke. ahahahahahaha but it was so fucking funny. i heart you!
Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
8:44 pm
it just sucks knowing what youve dedicated the past 6 months of your life to is completely worthless
so basically, i've wasted the psat 6 months. honestly, with crew you think about quitting everyday. especially in the winter offseason, probably a few times a day. but you go through with it, and you go to the trainer for your back injuries and you dont have a huge social life because you're in bed early for practice everynight and you definitely dont party on thursdays and fridays, and give up all weekends and never get to go home and see family and friends. because in the spring, you're back on the water instead of hating life on the erg, and racing validates all the fucking hard work you put into it....unless something comes up and you dont race. like your coxswain quitting. so there are now 4 girls with no hopes of rowing at all. and you dont sign up for crew to be on an erg team, you want to row. nobody has the expectation to not row. if any of us had known it would've gone down like this, we wouldnt have done it at all. so now it's like, do i quit now and not put up with all this shit and the shit practices and try to salvage some normal fun college life that i've past up, or do i stay on the team, deal with this crap, and go to varsity next year where i will row. it's just a matter of can i tell myself it will pay off in the end and believe it, after getting screwed like this.

it just sucks knowing that what you've dedicated the past 6 months of your life to is completely worthless. and for those of you with doubts, yes, ncaa big east college sports do require an incredible amount of time and even more hard work. quitting now without a doubt makes everything worthless, but will it really be worth it to stay on? i drew a picture of my 4. we're pirates but have no boat, but we do have sweet eye patches.

i cant fucking believe this. i just need to believe i didnt sacrifice everything and work my ass off for nothing, i just want something. im not even asking to win at eastern sprints or anything, but i just want something where i can at least feel it pays off somehow, and i didnt waste 6 months, thats all.
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
9:34 pm
"if i had a penis, i would definitely be all 'hey check out my man meat!'"
that was said by Kuz, God bless her. there was a longer conversation about underwear, or rather the lack thereof, but that's just too long to put as a subject.

I actually did something Im proud of. which rarely happens in this particular area. i mean, im not self hating, but there are some areas in which i could improve, and im working on it and for the first time, kinda, following through with it.

too tired/sore to celebrate though. hopefully tomorrow will be relaxing after the morning practice. and today's 2k test...was...well we all did it and were close to our goal splits. i did better than i thought i would, but oh man it killed. i am not a sprinter. longer, like the 4 and 5ks, im not bad, but short sprints, definitely not my scene. still i did alright but will take it down at least 1.5 seconds within the next few tests.

found out today, and come to think of it past few days, some negative things about people, which is really upsetting, but what can you do. im over it though, and...i guess i just wasted my time with some people that i really shouldn't have. no harm done, its all in the past. i have solid friends now; good kids. life is good.

rika and i have totally different taste in guys.

Current Mood: sore and achey and tired
Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
9:41 pm
jason read
i'm so in love with jason read. words cannot describe. sue, as much as there is between myself and mulligan, i officially renounce any and all relations this point forward; he is all yours. i love jason read.

we didnt go to the barn dance since it was too late and we did the reception after his speech, and got to meet him and talk to him. oh man. what a phenomenal human being. im so in awe of this man.
5:31 pm
list
10 Things You've Done This Week:
1. had a REALLY intense crew practice
2. been on a majorly crowded bus
3. listened to mucho christian rock
4. been made fun of for my country music
5. watched princess diaries 1 and 2
6. watched scrubs with jj for the first time this semester
7. talked to a few people whom i havent talked to in a while
8. made plans for KAELA and ALYSSA to come visit me friday!
9. hung with some cool people
10. eaten too much

9 of Your Favorite Places to Shop:
1. urban outfitters
2. thrift shops
3. farmers markets
4. kohls
5. walmart
6. acme/a&p/shoprite depending on whos working
7. independently owned & operated music stores
8. victorias secret
9. lady foot locker

8 of Your Favorite Scents:
1. autumn
2. the ocean
3. spring
4. good mens colognes
5. coffee
6. baking chocolate chip cookies
7. shauns car
8. clean laundry

7 of Your Favorite Beauty Supplies:
1. body lotion
2. neosporin (i get a lot of cuts/blisters/etc)
3. eyebrow tweezers
4. chapstick
5. eyeshadow
6. eyeliner
7. face lotion

6 States You've Been To:
1. new jersey
2. new york
3. michigan
4. montana
5. florida
6. wyoming

5 Restaurants You Like:
1. PALACE
2. the diner
3. this one German restaurant, but i dont remember what it's called
4. YACHT CLUB members only down the shore. haha we got an in, and what a PHENOMENAL place with an awesome dj!!!!
5. ihop

4 special pieces of jewlery you have:
1. Doe's ring
2. a necklace I got from Jessica
3. seashell shaped earrings from a somewhat distant relative at Pop's funeral
4. bracelet from Aunt Pat and Uncle Bill

3 of Your Favorite Memories:
1. family picnics
2. tuesday afternoon off in fl with my crew girls
3. giants games

2 Talents You Have:
1. knowing every song on the radio
2. seeing good in everybody

1 Thing You Will Never Do:
1. lose it all....bukie'll know

seeing a speaker tonight, not quite sure what he'll be talking about. he rowed in the us olympic 8 this past summer, was in a rescue squad from central jersey for 9/11, and is catholic and will be talking at a church, so who knows what he'll say. then after we're going to the barn dance: country music, possible mechanical bull...im so excited.

Current Mood: grateful
Monday, January 17th, 2005
9:13 pm
back too school
oh man i still feel sick. got off the plane LATE friday night, went home, ate a little something, went to bed, did not sleep and in a few short hours became IMMENSELY sick. did not sleep at all. do you have any idea how much i was looking forward to sleeping friday night, and how much i needed it?!? but i do have to say, it was perfect timing. wasnt sick at all training, and the worst was done before i got back to school. but still kinda sick, less though. yeah a lot less, whew.

tampa was crazy. intense intense intense. tuesday afternoon was scrumptrulescent, i really dont know what else to say. maybe i'll discuss later. im kinda tired and sore and sick now. i finally got my computer working. i dont know if i have a job anymore since everyones aware that they get sporadically bitchy, and i guess its my turn to take it. whatever not dealing with it now. another thing im not dealing with this moment: how i "failed" a class. i dont remember if i wrote about that ordeal and all, but i thought, i mean, i did take care of the problem of my teachers and not mine at all in any shape/way/ or form, but then suddenly once i correct her mistake she falls off the face of the earth, stops contacting me completely, and does not change my grade, so the f is still there. wtf. im going to the dean tomorrow or wednesday. maybe wednesday since its less busy.

major props to jj for helping with everything today. and we're totally gonna get the best housing next year (yeah, mom and dad rejected the offcampus housing so im in a dorm again, but it'll be with jj so its cool) anyway athletes get priority housing so we're in. ok what i've waited for on the computer is done so im out.
Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
5:48 pm
will ferrel movies are awesome
im still tired from running today, and i finished a while ago. but as i was outside and exercising more i realized that i am still sick, and i felt it more. and another thing i realized: randolph and mendham have a lot of hills. i mean, iv driven on these roads all the time and biked on some, but you never realize just how damn hilly and how long they really are until you run 'em. dad wsa impressed, he was all "wow, that must've taken 2 hours!" and im like "....45 minutes." see, i only ran that much and i still feel sick. but whatever i cant be sick forever and ive got training to finish before florida. also, i made chocolate chip cookies from scratch, and they're damn good. i put in some kahula but it wasnt enough. whatever, just experimentation and they're great anyway. sean couldnt believe i was making cookies without the prepackaged mix and all, i guess he didnt realize cooking from scratch existed, lol.

Christmas has been good, a fun break so far. I got a nice pair of new running sneakers! very exciting. and elf on dvd. oh! and a new backpack so im not homeless anymore. if anyone remembers what any of my pairs of shoes look like, with holes and duct tape and brokenness, imagine a backpack just as bad, if not worse. every zipper broken, some broken off, and some zipper lines couldnt not close, and straps broken, etc. so a new backpack is pretty rad.

ive never had so many people ask me to get them alcohol in a day, that was yesterday. on Christmas Grandma had a few and was funny, but she loved my dessert and kept it to herself because everyone always eats it and she says she never gets it, so she decided to hoard it this time. Jessica's going upstate tomorrow with Landon and his family until Sunday night, and she's taking all my stuff. I'll be without my best movies and games while they laugh and enjoy in their little cabin. Sunday night me and Sean are going to the Giants-Dallas game, very exciting. And Monday is Sean's 16th, and my 23rd. Also, very exciting. New Years....tbd.

Best of luck to the Scout tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're the best!!!
Friday, December 17th, 2004
7:32 am
hoooouuuse
so im just about done with this essay/exam. so today = practice on livingston for however long, bus it to douglass to hand in my paper, bus it to college ave to study/take my other exam today. then i can study for tomorrow's exam. i forgot to do everything for work, so i did it all yesterday and took time away from my essay to finish, then go over to the gym to hand it all in. bleech. i totally bs'ed it too. and i almost broke into the giant driedal. i may have spelled that wrong....i have no idea. i almost got locked in the bathroom, im pitiful. but good news!

i might get a house next year. how friggin awesome. i went last night at like 12:30 or something to go check it out. i have to pitch the idea to my folks, but it like costs the same so it should be good, right? and then that might entirely change my summer plans, and that could be really really cool. since its a 12month lease, and i'd be paying for summer anyway, i just might continue to work here all summer and get another job too, and live in the house. but the other people wouldnt move in until school starts, so it'd be my own friggin house. but my folks might shoot it down. maybe i could say i need to stay for crew or some shit. which i'd be doing anyway, but yeah. MEGAN IS THE COOLEST EVER. im so psyched about this. time to go finish my essay once and for all.
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
7:16 pm
stolen from matty!
Do you think you can read my mind? - From Go-Quiz.com
About this Friend....Guess who?
has lame halloween costumes
one of the coooolest sophomores
latenight white castle runs to rahway
metuchen, and i owe you snakeskin boots from texas
excellent taste in music: punk shows and broadway
our houses our identical and we live in the same room
::kick::
thinks whitemeadowlake is cool
mr allen cant tell us apart. come to think of it, many people thought we're the same person, and i dont know why
Mo Plains Coop
i can always talk to you, and we went to prom
just joined a frat
one of my favorite people that i never get to spend time with
paper lunchbag monster & food stealer
LJ Username:


this is putting off studying. feel free to do the same.
Sunday, December 12th, 2004
9:57 pm
procrastinating my last essay of the semester
awesome weekend. we decorated the tree. my brother did his usual: he puts all the pictures of him at the top of the tree, only below the star. he's the next most important part, lol. what a funny guy. he also asked for the biggest bottle of bailey's i can find for christmas, im so proud. i found out the handle of jd i got him he and his friends had on halloween, walkin the streets. apparently thats what all the kids do, walk around pretending to be into candy but really drinking the whole time. now im kinda pissed i never drank during my younger highschool years. oh man am i proud.

hmm the 5k yesterady was really easy, surprising since i havent run in ages. but hey that works. one more day of classes, 3 more practices, then some exams, and then i go home saturday night. i just have to study for a test tomorrow (who does a test the last day of class before the exam?) and write a 2pager tonight, then easy studying there on out. and driving down the 22nd for that exam, sa-weet.

everyday that im home from school, im at acme at least once. i wont even go anywhere else at all, but acme everyday. me and sean went grocery shopping again last night, and then i pick him up from work again today. and marissa is always there, i see her more than everyone.

oh! we saw pop today. me and mom were at the morris county mall after dropping off some of her old boss's books (again), and saw pop goin between stores (on sundays he does uncle jerry's bread route for him, and he's got the bs stop at the walmart there and then the foodtown). so that was cool.

giants and jets lost! oh no, what is this world coming to. ok, so giants we long saw coming, granted, but my jets? they were supposed to make me feel better about life. stupid steelers, too damn good.

why is it that once you know a secret you want to tell it? if it was some random statement someone told you, you might kinda what to repeat it haphazardly. but if someone says its a secret, oh man watch out. whatever i dont tell secrets, i just needed to vent. along those lines, some people are waaaaay to emo for me and i really want to say "shut the fuck up and get over yourself" but i think that's mean, even though what i think is totally totally true. but im good, its okay, it'll work out for them.

Current Mood: headache
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
8:58 pm
feeling totally rad
last night i turned from blah to feeling AWESOME. and its still here. today i had my last mw swim lessons, and tomorrow will be my last tth swim classes. one of my kids brought me a buttload of homemade cookies and they're so good. ive been pretty studious lately, which is weird, but its all for a good cause! besides, 3 more days of classes, and one more week before i go home. well, not counting the 22nd. if thats not excitement i dont know what is. plus getting/decorating a tree this weekend at home! but i dont think i can go home until saturday noonish now, but i guess that'll be okay. plus dana might come down friday night to see gavin degraw with me. i still cant really bend my knees, and my back's still sore.

i was listening to my song today, and it made me feel really good.
now im rockin out to another song, which is more rockoutable by a zillion (my song is really chill and makes you smile/cry if you have ties to it), but im feelin too good now and im sooo rockin out. its fun. i recommend it to all.

my dream: lying down in a tub of icy-hot. oh man, my entire back. i'll settle for a backrub though. any takers? or food. if i can catch dinner, id be so happy. but alas, i didnt. and i wont walk to the student center or sac to buy food without anyone coming with me, and everyones out.

dude im gonna be eatin cookies and rockin out all night. or at least another 2 hours, then ill probably pass out. im pretty tired.

Current Mood: awesome
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
1:24 pm
my hands look sick
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. Jame
02. James
03. Carpenter

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. jockjam13
02. twobuttonsasock
03. jamecarp7

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. independence
02. strength
03. sense of adventure

TWO THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. weight
02. lack of determination

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. Irish
02. German
03. Scottish

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. so much about religion
02. why i always have to pee. always.
03. why my teeth are so friggin big

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. people who walk slow/in your way
02. fakers
03. obnoxious kids in swim lessons. no screw that fucking obnoxious shitty parents of kids in swim lessons

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. Heights
02. parking garages
03. owls

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. tons of water
02. lots of music
03. stretching

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. sports bra
02. bottom half of my bathing suit from work because i ran outta underwear (gotta do laundry)
03. flannel shirt

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01. 4 water bottles
02. Christmas card from my cousins
03. bananas

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. "I'm not gonna lie..."
02. "giants lost"
03. "oh man"

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. the team: mostly gitti, felicia
02. floor: bukie, lauren
03. instructors: mostly nina, megan, steph

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
01. always positive
02. fun to be around
03. are there for me

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. honesty
02. lots of sex
03. love (not that that goes last, but it just turned out that way)

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX/SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. outgoing personality
02. bigger guys, tall and muscular. not overly, but bigger than me
03. mischievous smile

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. lie. im SUCH a bad liar, so for the most part I dont. plus i dont like to, so lucky for you guys im an honest kid.
02. whistle. well im practicing but mom laughs whenever i do, so yeah i know i suck, lol
03. solve my friggin rubiks cube

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. watching scrubs with jj
02. watching football all day long on sundays
03. going to sporting events

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. it to stop raining for once
02. to travel (bukie knows)
03. to have exams behind me

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. rock star
02. surgeon
03. host of my own tv show

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION: (note vacation is not part of my places to travel list, its separate)
01. amsterdam
02. someplace warm with an ocean, im not picky
03. italy

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. go to mardi gras
02. get married and have kids and live next door to tara
03. travel the world

so saturday was the basketball game which was tons of fun but we lost. sunday was church like all morning and then went to menlo park to see National Treasure which WAS good. monday...was a tough practice, and i was real happy with it. today i did my 5k erg test but did NOT do as good as I wanted at all. fucking 1.9 seconds more than i wanted, wtf. but i stayed and lifted weights after, only i didnt bench because i was by myself and really sore/tired. but i locked up after and bused it for a while, and now here i am. and i think i did something to my back, because i was doing that thing i dunno what its called, and i couldnt move my back. fucking erg. but my knee's not so bad, and my arms are feeling better now, they were dead before. work tonight, then last scrubs with jj!!! stupid artschool kids get to go home early my ass. although i DID swing my psych exam from the 23rd to the 18th, woot. so im gonna go home after that exam, and then just drive down the 22nd for that one exam and drive back. im happy with that. now, just lookin to get through today and the rest of this week.

Current Mood: sore
Monday, November 29th, 2004
6:44 pm
only 2 more weeks of swim lessons this session!
FIRSTS
First screen name: jockjam13
First self purchased cd: the first britney spears album, 7th grade
First funeral: 6th grade, doe
First piercing/tattoos: ear piercing in kindergarten, tattoo last march
First credit card: capital one
First true love: keep looking
First enemy: hated ashley
First big trip: disney world in 3rd grade
First concert: aerosmith, sophomore year
First musician you remember hearing in your house: james taylor, bruce springsteen, cat stevens, queen, meatloaf, miscellaneous oldies
LASTS
Last big car ride: yesterday driving from the meadowlands to rutgers
Last kiss: pat on the cheek
Last library book checked out: some politics book ages ago
Last movie seen: muppet christmas carol (the holiday season started at my house, we have to go through ALL the movies and they're all fantastic)
Last beverage drank: water, surprise surprise
Last food consumed: cookies
Last phone call: laura
Last cd played: hootie and the blowfish
Last annoyance: this kid in the second swim lesson
Last soda drank: oh! birch beer tailgating yesterday
Last ice cream eaten: vanilla with pumpkin pie
Last time scolded: last monday by a huge bitch
Last shirt worn: huge blue free tshirt
Last website visited: here
Last relationship: ha

YES or NO
You keep a diary: no
You like to cook: yes
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: not secret so much as i just dont tell anyone anything, but maybe

DO YOU?
Have a crush: meh
Want to get married: yea
Get motion sickness: i cant read in cars, but thats about it
Think you're a health freak: no way
Get along with your parents: yes
Like thunderstorms: hope the power goes out


CURRENT HAIR: shoulder length brown
BIRTHPLACE: morristown, nj

FAVORITES
Number: 11 and 7 and pi
Color: pink/orange/green/blue
Day: sunday
Month: november
Songs: too many
Summer Drink: water and rum (not together silly)

PREFERENCES:
Cuddle or make out: both
Cuddling after Chocolate milk or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
Milk, dark or white chocolate: regular milk
Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU
Cried? no
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? no
Gotten sick? no
Gone to the movies? nope
Gone out for dinner? no
Said I love you? no
Written a real letter? nope
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? yes
Had a serious talk? twice
Missed someone? yes
Hugged someone? yes
Fought with your parents? nope
Fought with a friend? nope

WOULD YOU EVER:
Eat a bug: if i was dared to, lol
Bungee jump: i did the bungee swing at 6 flags and never got over it, but maybe. i think its good for me to face my fears, even though it doesnt work out the way i want and i end up more messed up
Lose it: ive got it under control
Kiss someone of the same sex: nah
Have sex with someone of the same sex: nope
Parachute from a plane: same answer as the bungee jump
Walk on hot coals: not too likely
Go out with someone for the looks: hook up with someone, but not date someone. unless it turns out they have more than looks and its all good
Be a vegetarian: i was! 5-9grade. i was so silly. ah to be young and idealistic
Wear plaid with stripes: maybe on clash day
IM a stranger: no
Sing karaoke: just give me a drink
Get drunk off your ass: of course
Shoplift: yes
Run a red light: depends on the situacion
Star in a porn video: not too hardcore, lol
Dye your hair blue: i dyed my front and tips pink, and i forget maybe some other colors, but not blue i dont think. ah to be young and wannabecool
Be on survivor: never saw the show. maybe if they offered me a lot of money, but id have to see what in entails more first
Wear makeup in public: not lately, but yes
Not wear makeup in public: most of the time yes
Cheat on a test: i have
Make someone cry: if im really really really upset
Date someone more that 10 years older than you: maybe if im like 80
Stay up all night: i like to sleep, but again, depends on the situacion

      
football is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

      
memorial day is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

      
ska & punk shows are love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

      
the shore is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator


i thought they were all cool
[ << Previous 20 ]
About LiveJournal.com